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Saya baru sadar kalau cerpen saya banyak yang belum selesai, haha maklum saya memang gampang tidak fokusnya. Selagi sudah menemukan ide ini, eh tiba-tiba ide baru muncul. Seperti barusan nih, saya lagi melamun sambil memainkan snake di hp Nokia, tiba tiba muncul ide. Insya Allah saya akan menyelesaikan semuanya, dan mungkin ada sedikit revisi pada judul. Maklum dulu masih tidak kreatif dalam memberi judul hahaha.

Oh iya, saya kemarin di Purwokerto selama 4 hari 3 malam. Menyenangkan sekali, seolah semua pemikiran rumit yang ada di otak saya terlepas, so refreshing. 

senior high school? is it high enough?

Bonjour, how are you?
Kehidupan di SMA memang menyenangkan, kadang kita bisa tertipu oleh kesenangan yang sementara. Saya hanya ingin menunjukkan beberapa foto dari album kenangan saya.

foto bersama teman teman kelas satu

ini bersama teman teman gokil kelas dua

ini nih kelas tiga, lumayan berkesan bareng mereka

photographed and edited by AbankIrenk

Hi Happiness, would you stay?

Hi sugar, I have a lot of things in my head. I can't explain what is it. So many pain in this past two years, actually some of them sweet too.. I mean bitter sweet. 
Well, with my family around I always feel happy, but I need something more.. 
I don't know why is my heart always seems empty.
I'm afraid to get hurt, I'm scare. 
But I won't cry out like a weakling any longer.. and I won't shed any more tears. Smile and let your tears passing by.

Wake Me Up - GLEE Cast

Feeling my way through the darkness
Guided by a beating heart
I can't tell where the journey will end
But I know where to start

They tell me I'm too young to understand
They say I'm caught up in a dream
Well life will pass me by if I don't open up my eyes
Well that's fine by me

So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I, I didn't know I was lost

So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost

I tried carrying the weight of the world
But I only have two hands
Hope I get the chance to travel the world
But I don't have any plans

Wish that I could stay forever this young
Not afraid to close my eyes
Life's a game made for everyone
And love is a prize

So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost

So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost

Oo, ooh, I didn't know I was lost
So wake me up

Stand Up Comedy Indonesia 4

Fyi, Stand up Comedy has become so popular in the world of Indonesian entertainment, stand up comedy known since the 18th century in Europe and the United States, in Indonesia stand up comedy rooted in culture for a long time but the new boom in recent years. Talent hunt event Stand Up Comedy Indonesia KompasTV be called a pioneer of stand up comedy boom in Indonesia. The competition was first held in 2011 is now entering its 4th season, the audition process is over, and you, be prepared to welcome the new Indonesian Comic. Now in its 4th season, all I get in the semi-final hero, abdur, dzawin and david. All three of my hero, if you can choose the winner, I want them three. I'm the biggest fan and I really like the three of them, all weighing and educating. Especially Abdur, i swear he is so cool, aduh mama sayangee! Then David with his betawi accent. There is also Dzawin with his trademark of "anak pesantren".

So, don't forget to watch Stand Up Comedy Indonesia season 4. You won't regret anything ;)

Hi rindu, why are you passionate?

Here I'm sitting alone in front of computer, imagine various bitter sweet love I've ever experienced. Although most of it was bitter in each end, but I'm grateful that I ever felt sweet in the beginning.
I often get... bitter.. yep a bitter in each end of my love story, who knows what love is. I'm just a girl who is not popular, naive and rarely get the sweet or romantic treatment from men except my family.
So naturally I am shy or feel special if treated as such. Perhaps for those who often go out with a boy or a boyfriend it was normal. Yes, of course I have no right to hurt myself with my confidence, that's why I immediately move away. As far as possible. It doesn't mean that I don't have a male friend, I have some really. Some of them crazy and realy funny, and they are never romantical mystic, we always having so much fun too. Sometimes I even become a bully, It isn't a serious bully as in television, this is only usual teasing,Tegal really safe and peaceful, Chill out! haha.
Rindu, do you ever miss someone?
Do you feel a small town seemed so wide when you expect to see him?

I guess this the effects of my latest short story, so carried away LOL.