Hi sugar, I have a lot of things in my head. I can't explain what is it. So many pain in this past two years, actually some of them sweet too.. I mean bitter sweet.
Well, with my family around I always feel happy, but I need something more..
I don't know why is my heart always seems empty.
I'm afraid to get hurt, I'm scare.
But I won't cry out like a weakling any longer.. and I won't shed any more tears. Smile and let your tears passing by.
Feeling my way through the darkness
Guided by a beating heart
I can't tell where the journey will end
But I know where to start
They tell me I'm too young to understand
They say I'm caught up in a dream
Well life will pass me by if I don't open up my eyes
Well that's fine by me
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I, I didn't know I was lost
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost
I tried carrying the weight of the world
But I only have two hands
Hope I get the chance to travel the world
But I don't have any plans
Wish that I could stay forever this young
Not afraid to close my eyes
Life's a game made for everyone
And love is a prize
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost
So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost
Oo, ooh, I didn't know I was lost
So wake me up
Fyi, Stand up Comedy has become so popular in the world of Indonesian entertainment, stand up comedy known since the 18th century in Europe and the United States, in Indonesia stand up comedy rooted in culture for a long time but the new boom in recent years. Talent hunt event Stand Up Comedy Indonesia KompasTV be called a pioneer of stand up comedy boom in Indonesia. The competition was first held in 2011 is now entering its 4th season, the audition process is over, and you, be prepared to welcome the new Indonesian Comic. Now in its 4th season, all I get in the semi-final hero, abdur, dzawin and david. All three of my hero, if you can choose the winner, I want them three. I'm the biggest fan and I really like the three of them, all weighing and educating. Especially Abdur, i swear he is so cool, aduh mama sayangee! Then David with his betawi accent. There is also Dzawin with his trademark of "anak pesantren".
So, don't forget to watch Stand Up Comedy Indonesia season 4. You won't regret anything ;)
Here I'm sitting alone in front of computer, imagine various bitter sweet love I've ever experienced. Although most of it was bitter in each end, but I'm grateful that I ever felt sweet in the beginning.
I often get... bitter.. yep a bitter in each end of my love story, who knows what love is. I'm just a girl who is not popular, naive and rarely get the sweet or romantic treatment from men except my family.
So naturally I am shy or feel special if treated as such. Perhaps for those who often go out with a boy or a boyfriend it was normal. Yes, of course I have no right to hurt myself with my confidence, that's why I immediately move away. As far as possible. It doesn't mean that I don't have a male friend, I have some really. Some of them crazy and realy funny, and they are never romantical mystic, we always having so much fun too. Sometimes I even become a bully, It isn't a serious bully as in television, this is only usual teasing,Tegal really safe and peaceful, Chill out! haha.
Rindu, do you ever miss someone?
Do you feel a small town seemed so wide when you expect to see him?
I guess this the effects of my latest short story, so carried away LOL.
Assalamualaikum
My posts related to my latest short story "Cinta dalam diam" fuaaaah..
Being a full-time worker is not easy, very tiring. Moreover, a new young entrepreneurs in the business of restaurant Padang, after my parents be fooled by the previous manager. The previous manager leaving debts and losses which make us difficult to eat.
Jadi, mau merevisi tulisan saja selalu lupa atau terlalu lelah, padahal ya belum tentu ada yang mampir blog saya haha.. Well, that's okay, even there isn't visitor that visit my blog. I can't stop writing, because it's my hobby and someday I'll be the one who the name will be next to Raditya Dika or Alberthiene Endah and the other famous writer.
Okay, sekarang membahas tentang cerpen saya. Saya menggunakan nama Jacob Black sebagai pemeran prianya, karena dia ... ah susah dijelaskan haha. Tidak bermaksud meniru atau apapun, hanya saja.. Well, I'm the biggest fan of him, OMG he is so hot LOL.. Iya, dia keren dan keren dan keren dan keren dan sekali lagi sangat keren. I love his tanned skin, his sweet smile, so good to me, so right. Oh I guess it's Taylor Swift's song haha. And what I love more about him is his asian face, okey maybe it's my own opinion.
Sebenarnya, muka dia seperti Indian Indian gitu, padahal kalau lihat di wiki dia malah berdarah campuran, Harry Potter kali ah haha.
Ya, intinya saya berharap cerpen "Cinta dalam diam" ini suatu saat dapat menjadi novel, karena ini adalah project yang saya persiapkan matang dari jauh hari. Dan ceritanya benar-benar beda, dan bukan sad ending like usual, everyone is happy. Oke saya rasa saya seperti orang alay yang tulisannya campur inggris dan indonesia, sebelum lebih alay mari kita akhiri post ini :3
Oh iya, mungkin bahasanya agak kaku, karena saya masih terus belajar dalam berkarya hehe.
syukron
Wassalamualaikum
Hi, you know what love is? I've had never experienced something like this before, I used to be just a crush or regular liking someone. And if my crush is unrequited it doesn't matter.
Now I want to meet someone, so badly. I really want to meet him, but I can't. I don't know, this difference makes me sick, I seemed to be stuck forbidden love.
Who would have thought the end would like this? Starting from a brother-sister ketemu gedhe, I was only an ordinary woman. I fall in love, one sided. From the start, from within myself refuse, refuse to get carried away, I always change the subject when he start discussing things that are harmful to my heart. However, I was careless. Without I realized it, he has lived here, in my heart.
I just wish to forget, forget this wrong feeling. Because this difference is not as different ethnic or language that can remain united, this difference is very crucial. Our affairs with The Creator.
Why must this painful? Want to meet but could not, would like to hear his voice but fear, fear of this pain increases.
